And it's been awhileSince I could hold my head up highAnd it's been awhileSince I first saw youAnd it's been awhileSince I could stand on my own two feet againAnd it's been awhileSince I could call you
And everything I can't rememberAs fucked up as it all may seemThe consequences that I've renderedI've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhileSince I can say that I wasn't addictedAnd it's been awhileSince I can say I love myself as wellAnd it's been awhileSince I've gone and fucked things up just like I always doAnd it's been awhileBut all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't rememberAs fucked up as it all may seemThe consequences that I've renderedI've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?Just make this go awayJust one more peaceful day!
And it's been awhileSince I could look at myself straightAnd it's been awhileSince I said I'm sorryAnd it's been awhileSince I've seen the way the candle lights your faceAnd it's been awhileBut I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't rememberAs fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's meI cannot blame this on my fatherHe did the best he could for me
And it's been awhileSince I could hold my head up highAnd it's been awhileSince I said I'm sorry
